1. “Lesbian Desire, a Father’s Suicide and 12 Tony Noms: Alison Bechdel on Fun Home.” The dark heart of Fun Home—author Alison Bechdel’s feelings of guilt over her dad’s suicide—doesn’t sound very Broadway. But this brilliant musical may sweep the Tonys.
“What is it like seeing her life played out on stage? ’I keep hoping someone will ask me that question, and suddenly words will appear in my mind to express the bizarre feeling of seeing it,’ says Bechdel, smiling. ’But it’s beyond language, it’s inexpressible. It’s surreal, magical, it feels deeply cathartic in some way to see this adaptation of my book which is very different to the book but also essentially the same… I keep waiting for the word to spring to mind…’ She pauses, lightly shrugs. ’I don’t know.’ As Bechdel expressed it to The New York Times’ Michael Paulson, ’I do understand that there’s a difference between the play and my life, but it is a very strange and permeable boundary.’ However, the stage version has illuminated some of the mystery around her father’s death. ’It takes you to that moment when he kills himself and steps in front of this truck. I thought I had done that. I had been to the spot on the road where he got hit. I tried to imagine as vividly as I could what it must have been like to make that decision. But to see Michael Cerveris singing it, it gives me much more of an understanding of what it must have been like.’”